went out yesterday with my ever loving crazy mat boy and shima in the afternoon. things didn't go the way that i wanted so we decided to leave her alone with her friends. haa haa. went to lucky plaza, had lunch and all the way to cineleisure to play some games, arcade!!, aint it cool. haa haa. ard 5.15, we left the place and head to vivo city cause we were supposed to meet my sister there for dinner. and least expected, there's a lot of people came to join us instead, we thought that it wouldnt be fun for the 5 of us to go so we called up my other cousins and my ever cool auntie. haa haa. and total, 7 of them went, and we had to wait for them till like its 8 .15pm.

that's way long than expected, and we took pictures too. haa haa






finally, everyone reached and we were so lost of where to eat, so with all minds set, we decided to go to swensen!! yes, the expensive stuff, haa haa. i like the last part of the dinner, the ice-cream earthquake, everyone digged in fot the flavour. and there's this flavour which sound so wrong "lime sherbet" sounds like?? hmm




after dinner, went to buy handphone for my other mat boy. he bought 7390, the phone that i wanted!!. never mind, i will change to that phone soon. haa haa. alright, whole trip was ok but it really tires me out from afternoon till night.

 

i have thoughts in my mind,
thoughts that i know i couldn't find.
all what's left in me are the walls,
walls that kept out me from others.

why am i so shallow in things i do?
why i get so weak in things i knew?
why? why? why?

in those days i wished i knew,
that i hoped i wasn't torn in two.
you pushed me deep, where no one can find me,
and you pushed me hard till i fell and bleed.

all i knew what's left of me is a paper,
which contains almost nothing but those 3 words.
words that have meaning that's so deep,
which leads me to a deep deep sleep.

all i could say is that, i hate you.

for years, i've been the wall that kept out the hurt.
and now, im keeping it from real love,..


from you...
 

decided to just tag along to the movies with the rest. i kept thinking that its not worth it to be super pissed with my dearies. cant possibly depend on shima either, you know, her new school and all. will be darn difficult for us to hang out more often now. so, went to the movies and booked 7 tickets to watch Mr bean. it was ok but not as good either. out of 10, i'll rate 3.5?? it wasn't up to my expectations. i did book 2 tickets for next friday. watching stomp the yard. hope it went well. hope it i wouldnt have to cancel it again.
 

went to meet him today, for a short while, and it ended up really well. and guess what, ended up with flowers. how sweet. thanks for letting me go once and for all. we're still friends no matter what went wrong and we will hang out again one day. as a brother and a sister. gosh, how thankful i am.

tomorrow ain't gonna work out, i dont have the mood to go out. don't ask why. sorry guys!! as if you guys coming. actually wend is. sorry to her. love you sexy!! ...

let see, 2nd April still on. gg to pulau ubin, but pie'e got a whole lot different plan. he wanted to bring us to the Old Changi Hospital instead, just nearby the ferry ride to pulau ubin. should we go?? i know we would be digging our own grave if we go there. gosh. i have no idea whether i want go or not. still have yet to decide. should i invite trouble to myself?? haix..
 

created a new blog just to be free. only certain people can know, loved ones of cause. i just don't want people to hack my blog with all the nonsence and all...

ok now, let me tell you a lil story about me again..

i thought of repeating sec sch..thought but something or rather someone stopped me. although i cant blame that person but i do believe that i can't concentrate with this kind of situation. pathetic me.

went out with my dearies about few days ago. and i tell you, it was okay lah. not as fun either. but we have a date on the april 2nd to go pulau ubin together. yay!! cant wait. now, who should i bring?? hahahaha.

and one major announcement to my friends, sorry if i move without early notification, that's just who i am, and besides, i dont want people to read my previous posts.
 

i decided to create a new blog?? why?? no reasons. but do check out for more.