its now the 3rd week I'm working and boy it was so tiring. going back home at 1 in the morning everyday and by the time you know it, you had to get to work again the next morning, and again, ended up late. although some said it was not worth it, i feel like quitting but i just can't. it doesn't feel right. all my colleagues are cool. and i got to know them better.
that's liezel and nilla. they were with me during lunch. they are permanent residence of Singapore though.

now, i tell you. during closing time was the most tiring thing ever. why can't the customers be kind enough and return the clothes properly?? now, because of that, we had to clear all the mess and get ready for tomorrow. even if it takes all night. haa haa...

now, who is this guy?? he's name is zi xing. but we call him zee. he's funny and hardworking. and also, he may be hot to others and he is cute in a way. and the only sayang that he have is his bike and .. ehem..

this is us waiting to get our bubble tea that murni rushed out to but before shop closes.

now, this is babe. why do i call her babe?? cause the truth is, her name is babe. and shes also one funny girl. she cracks us up. using her favourite word 'irritating'. her son's damn cute though. look somewhat like her.

that wraps up my 3 weeks of work. haa haa, so watcha think?

 

okay, work was sooo tiring. ive imagine standing for so long but i never imagine the pain and the tiredness. first few days was okay as we did some clothes stocking. and boy that was tiring too. we had to rush here and there. pinning on sensor tags on the back of the clothes. and trust me, there's blood bound to found. since sale is staring soon, gonna dier all the way till i end my contract which is like still loooong way to go.

 

spent the whole entire weekend at JURONG. i wasn't feel well, not as in physically. i was so hurt and i cried and cried non-stop. have no one to turn to. and of course i didn't tell anyone what was happening. i just feel that i should tell to someone who i am close with..
well heres some pictures.

 

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

 

There was a time I packed my dreams away.
Living in a shell, hiding from myself.

There was a time when I was so afraid.
I thought I'd reached the end,
But baby that was then
I am made of more than my yesterdays.

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
Because I look aroundI can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now.

And I have the courage like never before, yeah.
I've settled for less now
I'm ready for more,Ready for more
 

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take your pick. be sure to tell me which i should get.

 

just yesterday, you looking up to me and,
you asked me what i thought.
now i'm sitting here, all alone with my tears,
looking at my life that i fought.

where did i go?
my eyes they will show.

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You are my best friend.
And I love you
You're always there to love me,
When I didn't even love my self
You bring out the best in me
And I thank you
Thank you for my life, thanks for your advice
Your wisdom and your straight

My earth angel
Thank you I'm so great full
For trusting me and lovin'me
If you love unconditionally
My earth angel
Thank you I'm so great full
For trusting me and lovin'me
If you love unconditionally

You are my messenger
From heaven
No matter how unhappy I become,
You always find a way to make me smile
And I admire you
For your feel hard
You always giving all of you
To everyone around you
And I pray we never part

 

i couldn't believe that my idol is back.

welcome back britney spears.

im sure all your fans misses you.

be strong.

be sure to check out her new album coming soon.
 

holidays are here.

finally. after 3 months of cracking our brains. haa haa. holidays starts here.

doing what? i do not know.

after one last paper tomorrow. its the fun day for us.

friday maybe going on triple date with the rest. but my date aren't available. dang.

to all my friends, good luck for tomorrow, and HAPPY HOLIDAYS.
 

you are all liars.

all empty promises.

hate you all!
 

sometimes i wished that whatever i give, i will one day get it back. but i guess it doesn't. few questions to ask yourself.

- if someone owes you few thousand bucks and never pay back even though they are rich, wont you get mad??

- if someone said, I LOVE YOU, but not to your ears, will you feel down??

- if someone wished that you were dead, would you die now??

- and if someone thought you did they wrong thing when you knew its right, would you continue doing or take the remarks as lightly as possible??