hey, this will be my last post. i decided that i want to stop blogging cause i think i rather keep things to myself than telling everyone my stories and make them hate me as well as my friends.

my tag board is still on. and i will reply.

thanks to you those who stopped my from blogging and make me stray away from life.
 

Anytime you feel like you just can’t hold on
Just hold on to my love and I’ll help you be strong
But you’re so afraid to lose, and baby I can’t reach your heart
I can’t face this world that’s keeping us apart
When I can be the one to show you
Everything you missed before
Just hold on now, cause I could be the one to give you more
Let you know

Anytime you need love baby I’m on your side
Just let me be the one I can make it alright
Anytime you need love baby you're in my heart
I can make it alright

I look into your eyes, and I feel it coming through
And I can’t help but want you more than I want to
So baby take all of your fears, and cast them all on me
'Cause all I ever wanted was just to make you see
That I could be the one to give you
All that you’ve been searching for
Just hold on to my love, and baby let me give you more
You know, anytime

And now there’s no way out
And I can’t help the way I feel
'Cause baby you’re the fire and I’ll be waiting right here
You know my love is real, baby
Yeah yeah yeah

 







 

now i'm gonna say this once so make sure y'all get it right.

if you are my friend, you have no right to tell me who i should or i should not hang out with!

so what if i've known y'all longer. is it wrong for me to have more?!

let me be free from troubles okay??!!

and if you guys dare talk about my friend again, be ready to get hell from God.

and also "grow up bitches and bastards". claro?? en gracias.

im sick of this childish stuff. DAMN!!
 

it's been so long since i last blogged. i never knew that there are few who read my blog and even called me to keep on writing my everyday boring life. how concerned. thanks you guys loads. esp my girls Diane and Lizzie aka Liz. lets go back to Wednesday.

Wednesday - 8th august 2007

went to school as usual in the morning but found out no attendance was taken. and while sitting at the auditorium aka forum, i decided to catch a movie instead after school. i called my cousin. my close cousin and asked him to join me and shima. we were supposedly meeting at 3pm but shima lost her card and that made us delay. i told my cousin, if he wants to be angry, be angry at shima instead. we catch the 5.05pm Rush hour 3 movie at the Cathay. since I've never spend my money on anyone, i decided that i spent it on my love ones. ha Haas. everything was cool, with me and her. bloody bloody blah blah. and ooh, shima said something about me and my cousin being so violent or harsh with each other. well, that's the way it has always been.

me and my cousin's who were most of them are boys used to play together when we were kid. every cousin's does. we learn cool tricks from our late grandpa which brought us together till now. we used to fight. but we were kids. we did not know any better. and we still keep our relationship going.

to tell you guys something about family. after my grandad and grandma passed away, the closest thing that my mom ever had was her sisters. but, something happened between them and they are now like strangers to each other. we seldom talk to our other auntie's and uncles or even their child. we felt that we had lost or had a broken family line. but thank god, my auntie who lives in jurong was the closest thing that we ever had. i knew i can count on them when i need help. and they can count on me and my family. i just got to treasure them like i always do.

i will never forget these few words someone asked me in Malay. "bila kau mati, kau cari kawan ke sedara?" means that if i die, will friends or family come first. my cousin thought bout it and we came to a conclusion to always be together.

always cousins
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You're fit to commit because you've met the right person

Are You Fit to Commit?
Brought to you by Tickle
 

It seems like a lifetime
Since I felt like a prisoner of my dreams, yeah
It took such a long time
For me to realize just how to be
And to listen to me

Don't go thinking I'm not thankful,
'Cause me, I've got my hands full of good things, oh
And I hope I can give back
A little bit of what you've given me

So thank you for standing right by me (I will always love you)
So thank you for being behind me (You are just so amazing)
And watching me grow and letting others know
That you still believe in what I'll be

Some people have said things in times
About me that weren't always true
Ooh yeah
But you've always been there
To give that extra love to pull me through
To do what I gotta do

Cause there'll always be those ups and downs
But you've always seemed to stick around and see
See me through to believe.


i'm thankful to you for having my back.
 

We stay moving around, solo
Ask us where you at, we don't know
And don't care (don't care)
All we know is we was at home cause you left us there
You got your boys and got gone
And left us all alone
Now she in the club with a freaky dress on
Cats don't want her to keep that dress on
Trying to get enough drinks in her system
Take it to the tele and make her a victim

Controlling the brain, ball play you in the face
They shake the spot, she's just another case

Easy for a good girl to go bad
And once we gone (gone)
Best believe we've gone forever
Don't be the reason
Don't be the reason
You better learn how to treat us right
Cause onces a good girl goes bad
We're gone forever

He's staying with a flack of them all, yeah
Got a girl at home but he don't care
Won't care (won't care)
All he'll do is keep me at home, won't let me go no-where
He thinks because I'm at home I won't be getting it on
And now I'm finding numbers in the jacket pockets
Chicks calling the house, non stop its
Getting out of control
Finally I can't take no more
He finds a letter on the stairs, saying this is the end
I packed my bag and left with your best friend

We stay moving around, solo
Ask us where you at, we don't know
And don't care (don't care)
All we know is we was at home cause you left us there
You got your boys and got gone
And left us all alone

We're gone forever