man, this is the first time going raya with my friends. hope it wont be the last. haa haa. we had such great time, well, i was. i tried all sort of things to make them laugh and make me laugh so i wont get bored. in the bus, lina told me that she hope our friendship will last long. i told her not to worry so much about it. here are some pictures taken.
 

i don't know why but ever since that day. i don't feel good at all. and when jmo type his nickname "most of us never appreciate things until it gone.". it kinda ring a bell in my head.

i never and i mean never appreciate things. and how is that possible. why is my attitude suck as such? and to this extend i have myself to blame.

i tried all stuff to get rid of one but i lost the other instead.

diane, thanks to you, you ruin my life.

like shima said, life is a bitch itself. apply that to yourself diane.
 


 







 

i got to move on a be who i am.
i just don't belong here, i hope you understand.
we might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now, i gotta go my own way.

------martin came back to school. and he's been disturbing us all. haa haa. stop poking!!! ha ha.

second day of school and nothing much has change.

inviting all of them on saturday. a few. i din invite the nerds group. UNINVITED. haa haa

to all who read this blog. come over my house on saturday.20th oct 2007.

sure hell lot of boring stuff. haa haa.

gotta go off now, martin keeps poking us. stop hor.!! lol
 


 







 

A few questions that I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
and how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
but I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I'm going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions
I have to find
 

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good girls gone bad- rihanna

We stay moving around, solo
Ask us where you at, we don't know
And don't care (don't care)
All we know is we was at home cause you left us there
You got your boys and got gone
And left us all alone
Now she in the club with a freaky dress on
Cats don't want her to keep that dress on
Trying to get enough drinks in her system
Take it to the tele and make her a victim

Patron on brain, ball play you in the face
They shake the spot, she's just another case

[Chorus]
Easy for a good girl to go bad
And once we gone (gone)
Best believe we've gone forever
Don't be the reason
Don't be the reason
You better learn how to treat us right
'Cause onces a good girl goes bad
We gone forever

He's staying with a flock of them, oh, yeah
Got a girl at home but he don't care
Won't care (won't care)
All he'll do is keep me at home, won't let me go no-where
He thinks because I'm at home I won't be getting it on
And now I'm finding numbers in the jacket pockets
Chicks calling the house, non stop its
Getting out of control
Finally I can't take no more
He finds a letter on the stairs, saying this is the end
I packed my bag and left with your best friend

[Chorus]

We stay moving around, solo
Ask us where you at, we don't know
And don't care (don't care)
All we know is we was at home cause you left us there
You got your boys and got gone
And left us all alone

[Chorus]

We're gone forever
We're gone forever
 

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mama- mcr

Mama, we all go to hell.
Mama, we all go to hell.
I'm writing this letter and wishing you well,
Mama, we all go to hell.

Oh, well, now,
Mama, we're all gonna die.
Mama, we're all gonna die.
Stop asking me questions, I'd hate to see you cry,
Mama, we're all gonna die.

And when we go don't blame us, yeah.
We'll let the fires just bathe us, yeah.
You made us, oh, so famous.
We'll never let you go.
And when you go don't return to me my love.

Mama, we're all full of lies.
Mama, we're meant for the flies.
And right now they're building a coffin your size,
Mama, we're all full of lies.

Well Mother, what the war did to my legs and to my tongue,
You should've raised a baby girl,
I should've been a better son.
If you could coddle the infection
They can amputate at once.
You should've been,
I could have been a better son.

And when we go don't blame us, yeah.
We'll let the fires just bathe us, yeah.
You made us, oh, so famous.
We'll never let you go.

She said: "You ain't no son of mine
For what you've done they're gonna find
A place for you
And just you mind your manners when you go.
And when you go, don't return to me, my love."
That's right.

Mama, we all go to hell.
Mama, we all go to hell.
It's really quite pleasant
Except for the smell,
Mama, we all go to hell.

2 - 3 - 4
Mama! Mama! Mama! Ohhh!
Mama! Mama! Mama! Ma...

[Liza Minelli:] And if you would call me your sweetheart,
I'd maybe then sing you a song

[Gerard Way:] But there's shit that I've done with this fuck of a gun,
You would cry out your eyes all along.

We're damned after all.
Through fortune and flame we fall.
And if you can stay then I'll show you the way,
To return from the ashes you call.

We all carry on (We all carry on)
When our brothers in arms are gone (When our brothers in arms are gone)
So raise your glass high
For tomorrow we die,
And return from the ashes you call.
 

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beautiful girls- jojo

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Yeah yeah

I remember when
I was hanging with my friends
That's when I caught your eye
You thought that I was fly
Right then you wished that I would be your baby (be your baby)
You try to spit some game
Asking me girl what's your name
All that ice upon ya chain
So I asked you the same
Something tells me that we have fun together (fun together)

I ain't easy to find
I'm one of a kind
Oh when I dutty wine
I know your only mine
Tonight is yours
Tomorrow is for another guy (another guy)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

You've been calling me
Leaving messages all week
Was your curiosity
Got ya knees weak
I'm not looking for a man
So I don't want no confusion (no confusion)
I took ya to the floor
Got ya begging me for more
But that was my queue to go
So I hit the door
I let you hot
With your mind used to running wild (running wild)

I ain't easy to find
I'm one of a kind
Oh when I dutty wine
I know your only mine
If you stick around
Be careful not to fall in love (fall in love)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Now a couple months have passed
Never thought that this would last
Oh everybody asked
How ya got a girl like that
But you should've known
That nothing lasts forever (lasts forever)
I mashed up ya mind
When I tell you lies
But boy don't be surprised
That I'm seeing other guys
I'm too young to settle
And you should've known better (known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known)
We're only gonna do your dirt (cos I'll have)
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
 

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amy mastura- cinta

Jika ditanya tentang cinta
Macam macamlah jawapannya
Ada cinta yang bawa ceria
Ada cinta sanggup merana

Sanggup berkorban apa saja
Hilang kawan
Hilang keluarga
Lebih baik cinta pada yang esa

Hidup ini penuh pancaroba
Kiri kanan masalah saja
Janganlah derita kerna cinta
Kerana cinta bahagia

(Korus)
Kalau benar cinta itu buta
Siapakah jadi mangsanya
Kalau cinta itu cinta setia
Nangis ketawa sama hahaha

Kalau kita boleh beli cinta
Berapa pula harganya
Alangkah indah kita dicinta
Kerna hidup kita lebih bahagia
 

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satu harapan- jaclyn victor

Biar pun beribu halangan
Mahu umpatan dari sesiapa
Takkan ku membiarkan saja
Luahan kata mereka
Tiap hari ku ucapkan
Satu persatu cita-cita
Mimpi yang terbit dari
Jiwa berkhayalan di minda
*
Satu harapan membara dan menyala
Kan menyinari perjalananku
Sejauh langit biru takkan ku berpatah arang
Harapanku membawa kaki melangkah
Melakar rasa kehadirannya
Kan terpahat namaku diingatanmu
Biar sekuat mana hati
Menjerit hiba meronta-ronta
Tak ku hanyut dalam lamunan
Tak mungkin menitis airmata
Aku harus ku tegar membawa
Harapan ini ke alam nyata
Agar bisa ku raih
Angan dan sejuta impian
(Ulang *)
Harapan yang tersimpan kian lama
Menghimpun segala pergorbanana
Suka duka ku jalani
Dengan tabah tiada putusan asa
(Ulang *)
Satu harapan menyala
 

to all my cousins, here's a msg.

azlan- lan, kau mintak maaf ngan aku kat msn tak pakai. aku nak kau minta maaf face to face. duit raya kau aku potong baru kau tahu.

azman-man, kau pun samer, kacau aku, aku sunat kan kau lagi satu kali baru kau tahu. haa haa.
ida- ida, aku adik kau punya sekek kau. haa haa. takper. di maafkan.

liza-thank you kasih aku duit raya. di mints seribu tahun ampun.

to my friends.

jmo- thanks for the early wish, geylang was soooo packed on the eve of raya. haa haa

rizal- kau aperhal pagi raya msg aku kasi darah up babe.haas.

wendi-hey, thanks. so going out with nazri?

message to everyone.
everyone makes mistake, everyone has those days, its now the day we forgive and ask for forgiveness.

:) i really miss kecik. thanks for smsing me.
 

tak ada guna nya bila bermaafan tapi tak ikhlas.

tak ada guna nya ada kawan tapi hilang keluaga.

tak ada guna nya ada keluarga tapi lupa sedara.

tak guna nya aku memujuk rayu tapi tak dapat apa-apa.

dan sia-sia aku mempertaruhkan diri untuk membaiki sesuatu.

aku kehilangan kawan, tapi alhamdullilah aku masih ada keluarga.

hidup cuma sekali, so kita enjoy.!
 




 

man, the holidays is soo freaking long.

i've been stuck at home doing major studies for the major exam right after the holidays. dang.. i'm sooooo tired.

i need to get at least a 4 pointer to get to poly. seems impossible.
 

You found me,
When no one else was looking.
How did you know just where I would be?
you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me.

and i thank you.

 







played pool a couple of days back. played pool almost every week. kinda beginner but i kinda get into the game. even though i lost a few matches, i didn't actually lost that bad. haa haa.


also, wend, thanks.

and to yung zhi, PROVE IT!