seriously, i am so hurt by her. look, i'm straight you guys. but have you guys ever felt that when you are so close to someone like buddies and they tend to treat you differently just because you weren't around for a few months and found a new friend who i might say is no better than me.

seriously, i've always been there for her. and yet at work she's been giving me the cold treatment. like, wth. i've helped her alot in the past. i've always been there for her. and this is what i get. seriously, i don't deserve it.

if she came across this blog one day. there's one thing i can say. if you friend is more better than me, and if that friend can make you forget me. than you are the kind of person who don't appreciate true friends. i'm sorry. thats all i can say.
 











i think its been a while i update this blog. maybe a year ago. guess what. new pictures.
 

















 

we've only known everyone for 2 weeks yet everyone is like super close to each other right now. everyone is so adult like and things have been going well. but im tired cause imagine working 7 days a week and work 12 hours a day without any off day. that is VERY VERY hectic. HR come on Tuesday i want complain seh.!













 

Work has been freaking tough lately. not tough as in physical but mental. just 3 days of cramping basic security stuff, head all headache. Been with Cisco for 3 days and i tell you, instructor, all gila2 type. make you laugh and sometimes can scare you when it comes to business. test was today and thank god i passed, lucky no need stay back.

got to know a few people. just like basic hi's and bye's. been hanging out with Elle and Lela aka Lala. quite nice people i must say. all above me. older than me la. and some more adults people, now have been a friends of mine.

good thing about that whole training is, they don't care whether you work as director or excutive or all high post, now we are all same level but different age. start from scratch.

and this few words my Sir said to me really keep me thinking about marriage couple (though it has nothing to do with what im saying)

"if you can go around sleeping with other women, can you bare to see your own wife in bed with another man?"

cool eh? haa
 

went out with the girls few days ago watching some horror movie which still haunts me and scares the shits out of me( does that sounds right?) ha ha. and now, i have to sleep with my sister. i may look big on the outside, still scared as a mouse on the inside. i didn't watch the whole movie. just quick glances at some few scenes. as always, when going to watch a horror movie at a cinema, i always bring my jacket and my music player, blasting loud musics in my ear. still cinema surround sound are still louder than my earphones.







headed to T3 after. something funny happened in the girls toilet which i must say makes everyone laugh with tears coming out from our eyes. just wish i had caught the whole thing and i will put on blog as Singapore's craziest outing video. ha ha.

Nana has gone to Cambodia. hope she buy me some stuff. ha ha. have a safe trip. loves.


look what i got at Robinson sale. Britney's perfume! finally. been a huge fan of Brit, no matter what people say. Just hope that i can save up more to buy the whole collection of Britney's perfume.


 

i just couldn't believe what happened to me recently. i got a job, then i got terminated. how crazy is that??!!

i worked like 9 hours a day, 6 days per week. then while i was working, i keep asking myself. the contract says i must work standard of 44 hours a week. then now i work more than that. and i didn't know that overtime is like super compulsory la. cause according to MOM, overtime is not a must.

i didn't want to complain. i can work overtime but cannot everyday overtime la seh. can die.

this is what happens when you rush into things too much. at last can go kakak chalet with her colleagues.

Kak yana. thanks so much for the ice-cream and the arangs and the chalet. saper2 yang curi our arang confirm kena accident. big mistake putting it outside chalet. haa haa.

thanks to Nana, Lina, Hizan and Farah for the wishes. must work la on that day. like crazy seh. dah tua aku!. tak nak lah. i want to stay 18 forever!! arrrhhhh.